Mom caught me a new
Golden beetle & I named it Tyraz.
When I say Golden I mean it's real golden, something like this;
Except that it's slimmer, slender.

Haven't get used to it, it's super dumb and it's like beetle's version of dumb blonde, very. It can even crawl & crawl till it landed up on it's back. Couldn't believe my eyes -.-
Currently feeling very dejected & let down, by myself. Never been that nervous in my whole lifetime, I swear I've never been too nervous to even make up an lie (for my oral, white lie). I'd say I didn't flunk,
but neither did I score very well. In a low-spirit now. Either I'm too pessimistic or I've really been taken down. // Don't feel like talking to anyone for a week, how weird can I get. :/ I'll be going off to read something, a little something to cheer me up.