Let's begin with thanking the great chemist for coming up with a great pill called the sleeping pill. :D Call me a coward for avoiding reality, but it really sucks to be awake when you know that you're gonna be reminded of the upsetting moments. However, I really hope someone would come up with a sleeping pill that welcomes good dreams, the nightmare of my own father killing me gave me shudders that I actually asked my Dad, "Will you kill me one day?" Buying myself a dream catcher soon.

Worried, sacrificed time, accompanied, taken for granted, hurt, broken, not understood, betrayed, worried much, waited, no avail, sleeping pills, dreams, unknown future. /I may be sensitive and made a mountain out of a molehill, yet I couldn't stop myself to know that my own feelings are being neglected. I'll avoid, avoid and avoid. Perhaps at some point of time stopping to ask you, how much I meant to you? There's nothing there to heal the wound.

Maybe our mistakes are what makes our fate.