Sometimes you have to run away so you can see who will run after you. Sometimes you have to talk quieter, just to see who's actually listening. Sometimes you have to take a step back, just to see who's still standing by your side. Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, just to see who's there when it all falls down. Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back.

I don't understand how you can smile all day but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change & the people in them do. How your only best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy became your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you'd almost do anything to get back to the past. How you can let go of something you once said you could once live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same. How the people you once wanted to spend every second with, think a few minutes of their life is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because its easier than working things out.

Both equally important to me in the long term, but it's no point getting back to someone who no longer care. Hoping things would turn out okay for me, mentally I mean.