I've been hibernating like a bear. Don't have heart, mind or soul to work at all. I've been basically lazing around the house with no life repeating the same routine - Hibernate & read. I do go out of the house at times but those are not enough. Broke the record of sleeping 32hours straight without meals or anything except getting up for business in the bathroom. Yawn.

Can't wait for results to come out, when someone told me about this Friday getting results I was like "OMG!" with tears welled up in my eyes; ended up its the N' Levels. Still couldn't believe how I'm gonna deal with getting the real one in January when just upon hearing it got me so teary. :/ Oh I need a phone, I need a goddamn new phone. This blog's getting terribly lifeless cause of me.

Anyway I'm real tired of racism. I know I'm being a hypocrite here cause I myself is prejudice over .. my own race but whatever. I hate it when people judge me because of my boyfriend. Like wtf is it wrong?! Oh ya I loveeeee Xiaxue's new post on 'Female blogger dilemma' cause that's what I'm feeling after a heated argument, When you have a boyfriend of the same race - People find you boring. When you have a boyfriend of a different race - People find you attention seeking. Oh great & to know that I've been keeping low profile on my blog. I hate you omg. At least I'm being true to myself.