I'm feeling
indifferent about my own life right now, I'm supposed to be jumping for joy for all the things I have. To be honest, this part of my life's one of the greatest time I'd ever have. Holiday, Work, Love, Money, Satisfying O' level Results, Good JAE Results, New Hairstyle etc etc. All these are the things I've always wanted for my life!
&Yet I can't feel happiness, why oh why? I guess I'm just taking things for granted, am I? If so I want to stop & feel happy.
1. I'm posted to the following
2. I successfully managed to cut 2cm of my fringe today.
3. Dermatologist said that I got Eczema. Bad news before CNY.
4. I'll have the entire office room to myself tomorrow!
5. I wonder why I'm sleepy yet I can't sleep.
Oh & I'm
drifting away from all my friends, hahah. Growing up is hard to do, searched all over Facebook for old primary school friends & one of them turns out a succeeded mad scientist. I'm so afraid of future =.= Like so many people are working so hard, and I'm not progressing at all towards my dream. I'm like, sad. Maybe that's why I don't feel happy at all. I really need someone to tell me something I
need to hear.